how do you know if you're in love

or if its just infatuation, flattery, pure hormonal?!? No one has any idea about this except my sissy. I had to vent to someone about it!!! Ugh I neeeeeed to talk to someone or put it out on paper and analyze the points and perspectives... Holy crap I need to go to bed. to be continued. Holy crapola! EEEKKKK!